Cocktail – (long island iced tea)

Recipe
Take a long glass (brain), add equal amounts of alcohol (rum + vodka + scotch), now to this mixed alcohol add loads of ice and then add chilled ice tea into it. Now the long island iced tea is ready to be served... its bitter its ruthless but two of them will take u on a high (a decent one)
That’s how my brain is as of now mixed with various emotions trying hard to kill boredom and not participating with the body when it is hanging out with friends. Pressures though not applied directly by the preachers (relatives), it’s been felt immensely these days. Perhaps it’s because I myself am not sure about the composition of the mixed emotions and the various doubts in my mind with which I can compose a perfect answer.
Currently the cocktail is hard to take the alcohol is hitting me hard and I am always on a low these days. The ice is helping me a bit though especially today I had a quick game of bowling and happened to reach my highest score so it’s diluting the alcohol a bit and it’s keeping me going.
I want to finish this cocktail once and for all (bottoms up I suppose) but it’s not a cake walk, so sipping it slowly...
Life moves on …
Currently on high (in spirits)