The Endless Journey

There is an unavoidable journey which each one of us are going through, the journey of life the journey which takes u places , which makes you meet loads and loads of people. Perhaps at the end of the little part of my journey so far I feel I lost myself, there is small thought at the end of my heart, that I started living for this world, for the people around me. I enjoy every moment but at the end of the day I feel this is not the same me that I was couple of years ago. Perhaps college changes people, I miss the kiddo in myself(where have you gone ??), I wanna go back to the bachpan days where there is so much ignorance and innocence involved, where you implement a lot but never bother to think, but no! Now I don’t ever have time away from thinking. Weird thoughts run through my head all day, what next in life? the biggest question in life, carrier or family is the next? Amongst all this shit and much more u still have to move around normally faking all day long, they expect you to reach deadlines but they are never bothered to know what u are going through. Yes, this is yet another entry where I am writing to vent out my frustration. A small disclaimer before I continue, I am not always in such moods. “Dead Inside”- by thermal and a quarter inspired me in writing this entry. Though none of you agree all of us are “doing, walking, smiling and faking” for the most of our lives. We all are living less and faking more.

I always thought about this when, people bless you asking to live for hundred odd years, I felt like asking them “are you blessing me or cursing me”. I am no Jim Morrison to die soon so here is the beginning of this endless journey called life. “all the best to all those who are sailing along with me in the same boat” for the rest you will be our guests one day so enjoy this moment.